I got hosted!

Hehe! I kept it a secret so the jinx won't get to me. Lol! Isn't it great?
Lotsa love to Atiqah for the hosting! She actually sent me an e-mail and asked if I want to be hosted! WOW!

VISIT IT NOW

This is going to be transformed into a portfolio of my designs on Blogskins. I will be blogging at FAUX from now on. BTW, that's my blog's name. Hehe!
Ta!

Mood Rushed
Craves Sense of PEACE

This is going to be rather rushed. Sorry, peeps.
The outing was hectic and the movie was great, except for the fact that 25 students from SMKBU was belting out the songs simultaneously. Had a mad dash to buy a last minute present for Shahril and ran through the whole shopping complex to get home in time for Physics tuition. Phew!
We dropped out of the Inter-Class Drama Competition today because of unforseen circumstances. *ahem. There's a Singing Competition next week and me, Lyi, Fatin and Puteri from 4 Ikhlas is joining. We're singing When You Believe by Mariah Carey and my voice is hoarse from practice. But I like Maroon 5's new song...hehe!
The SPM results are coming out tommorow and I'm going for Cheerleading. Hope to meet Mahathir there and drag some tips out of him. He managed us well. Really wish I can live up to his standards.
Ermm...we failed our very first PEKA exam cause the eggs went rotten and there was fungi everywhere. We had to clean up the beakers and they stinked. Had to wash our hands with a soap bar and some Dettol to disinfect our hands, especially for me, cause I had some spores stuck to the back of my hand. EWW.
Because Mr. IR Lum Weng Keong decided to have some crazy function in our school. Some of the pitiful people had to stand all day in the sun waiting for him to come. And he was late by 2 hours or so. Talk about rudeness! So we had our Mod Maths, Add Maths and Bio in semi-silence. *sigh. Twas slightly boring.
Okay. Gotta go do some stuff now.
Ta!

Mood Woozy =)
Craves $$$

Going for Shahril's farewell thingy later. Will be watching School of Rock and will be buying my first set of books for English Literature. Will pound Josh if he doesn't give me the correct list and will be devastated if Dad doesn't wake up and give me sufficient cash. *sigh. The predictions I make...
Anyways, the dinner to Tanjung Malim was cancelled due to some crazy jam. It was horrendous. I swear to god that I am a trafficjam-phobic now, thanks to that unnerving experience. That was really sucky. 300m of road in an hour! Grrr...We ended up at the old Subang International Airport to eat some pseudo-sharksfin soup. Have to say that it's almost like the real soup!
Yesterday, spent the whole damn day doing add maths in an attempt to please my Mum and score good grades. I kept complaining that my shoulders hurt but no one would listen! Like HELLO!
At night we went out for dinner and got stuck in ANOTHER traffic jam. There was some crazy function going on in some stupid building near the restaurant and everybody was cramming up the really SMALL one and a half lane road. Lame!
I think I'm becoming some kind of cranky ol' pot, eh? Hmmm...
I messaged Josh last night asking about the Literature books and about what the hell to wear. In two sentences he summed up that I should follow his lead in bring 80 bucks and wear CLOTHES. I have a useless 'brother'.
I can't stand BlogSkins. It's either the bloody stupid copiers or the stupid idiotic 'raters' who don't know how to rate people. The worst thing is. These so called raters have never made a skin and they go about rating people randomly and leaving real stupid comments. Bleh.
Okay, gotta go change.
Ta!

Mood Yippee
Craves Nothing much

What is in a dream? Is it some unconcious prophecy the soul makes whilst the body is deep in slumber or is it just a figment of the imagination? There is sufficient proof that some dreams do come true. What does that mean? Would one in a million dreams be a prediction of something yet to come? Questions, questions, questions. I want to know all the answers. Time shall tell.
Oh wells. My troubling dreams have been...troubling. As usual, I try to seek the answer to all the riddles, but I don't get any answers. Maybe I should go consult an oracle or something. It's confusing me.
My brother is blasting his STUPID tape at my Dad's room and I can't stand it. Shall go switch the BLASTED thing off before it annoys me further. He doesn't understand the meaning of VOLUME CONTROLS and SOUND POLLUTION. Excuse me for a second or two.
Went for cheer practice today and nearly dislocated my shoulder by being the base for the stand-on-shoulder stunt. =P. Seems that my moves are still in my head so I don't need to go for remedial classes. And, wow, there's a big fat bruise on my right shoulder now. If only you can see it. I think there's a couple of burst blood vessels or something like that. I would like the world to know that I'm injured. *snorts.
Went to One Utama after that. Bought a pair of leather 'sports shoes'. I wouldn't call it proper running shoes or anything cause they look fragile. My ex-pair was broken into half by the forces of nature and the hard cement pavement. And then went to buy a new set of school uniforms cause my old set was REALLY eww and loose. Then went to get a sandwich at Subway, a waffle at the Waffle Stop and some sweatpants from WH. WH has a really cool concept which I kinda like. Hawaiian themes always get your spirit up, eh?
Going out for Sharksfin Soup at Tanjung Malim in a moment with the whole family in Mum's new car. The Corolla Altis looks really sleek on the outside, minus the fact that its reflective silver. It's all upholstery for now until Mum takes it to be fixed with leather tommorow. She's rather picky about the LEATHER thing. She LOVES leather. All our cars would be fitted with LEATHER after this. We're planning to sell the Estima, thanks to the stupid driver. Who asked him to crash the car? =P. I like that car!
Alright, got to go get ready now. What shall I wear this time to scare the hell out of the kampung people, hmm... I tend to shock them to the point of fainting everytime I go there. Hehe. It's my duty.
Ta!

Mood Headachy
Craves No tuition

As usual, it's Friday and I'm complaining about tuition. Well, who can blame me when tuition is in the middle of the night! Hmm...let me define what I mean by middle of the night. I sleep at 9 every night so middle of the night to me is actually around 9 something to 12. After 12 would be unthinkable. Hehe.
Anyways, just came back from One Utama with all my siblings, lugging home two pairs of new school shoes. My old ones were just horrendous to look at. Not to mention that they were totally devoured by Tiger and were black-ish even when they were washed. I credit the dirt marks to Ronald and his humongous feet. Damn him.
Did one of the PEKA experiments today for Biology. There's another one coming up where we have to dissect frogs. Now basically, we are experimenting how to emmm...dissolve the shell of an egg using acid, leaving the membrane and all the stuff inside exposed. Then we're supposed to dip the eggs sans the shells into different solutions to see what colour would they turn into. So I was in charge of bathing the eggs with water after the acid dip. And yeah, we christened all of the eggs as: Baby. =)
We had an add maths test today which I think I totally flunked. I had no idea how to do the alpha beta nonsense. Swear to god I shall fail my first exam in March. Need to buck up badly.
Yay! There's only modern maths homework for the weekend! And there's a holiday on Monday. Whee. Maybe I shall go for Shahril's farewell party. He's going off to some boarding school on Tuesday. Shall miss him badly! He was one of the other 'Bean Sprouts' who received that crap award.
Jon: Where's your Tunas Harapan trophy, ah? You're the sperma, right? Cause Shahril's the ovul and me and D'eric are the bean sprouts. Haha!
Hmm...Mariah Carey is in town and D'eric and Lianne are going for the concert. Sorry, but I think MC is a big slob with a gorgeous voice that's wasted on her. No offense. The Glitter movie just sucked, big time.
I have a theory that canteen food is unhygenic. I can prove it by telling you that each time I eat canteen food (i.e yesterday), I get sick. Yeah, I was sick yesterday and I skipped BM tuition which is just as well. =)
So, I think this is a long enough update, right? Hehe. Still have not enough time to create a new layout. Boo-hoo.
Ta!

Mood Alright
Craves ...

I have just finished spamming Jon's blog. Feels great to SPAM. =P
Anyways, I have decided that I should get a new layout because this is really monotonous...to me. I don't know about you. What do you think? I have decided that it should be dark purple with oriental borders or something like that. I'm in the Renaissance mood now. Hmmm...I seem to like anything Victorian, Renaissance, Oriental and so forth. No Art Noveau for me, thanks.
Have been thinking that maybe I should make a template and join us Steff, Cyn, Bin, Jing up to one blog and we shall all crap and keep you informed of all the gossip. I find it better that way to review the gossip for the day cause I'm usually oblivious to all the 'wind' around me.
I have been rather behind in my homework. Especially in the two maths subjects. But, I can catch up, hopefully.
I just have to say that I have piles of BM tuition homework to do. And, English tuition! Grr...I just can't STAND that woman! I don't understand it! I don't want stress! I'm actually going for English tuition to HAVE FUN, you know. I don't like lectures about grammar and all. I have enough of it already. But, then again, I forgot. I am in a 119 class here, with FORM FIVE kids. Ooh. Pressure them, not me!
Erm...I am officially the Editor of the 2004 School Mag. Woah! Big responsibility. Steff is haha, gonna boss the people in English till they die, man! Lyi-Lo my Lady is my Co! =P. We're ruling over the whole board!
Alright. Homework time.
Ta!

Mood Nauseatic
Craves ...

Homework undone for 2 weeks. Need to complete homework NOW!
Feeling absolutely horrendous right now. I'm supposed to have RECOVERED ALREADY! Boo-hoo...What is wrong with my system?
Mum just bought a Toyota Corolla Altis 2004. I think it's okay. Still feel that the Alfa Romeo she had was much more nicer. But, of course.
I feel as though I can't speak right now. Constricted windpipe! *cough.
Anyways, JON what are you doing? Advertising in my comments box, huh? I can't comment at your blog cause sadly, the configuration is all wrong. Fix it, man! =P.
Alright. Ta!

Mood SICK
Craves A cure...

I'm sick right now. And yeah, I didn't get anything for my Public Speaking Competition cause I bombed the Impromptu speech by not understanding the topic. Well, but I DID say: IN MY OPINION. Sheesh. I was hoping that they'll AT LEAST hear the IN MY OPINION.
Hmmm...Actually, I had nausea before the competition in the morning and I thought it was just a TERRIBLE case of nerves so I just let it be. By the time I got there, the urge to vomit was even worst but it calmed down a bit when the first contestant took the stage. Basically, I get nervous on the way to a performance or before it starts but once somebody STARTS talking on the stage, I feel alright.
Anyways, halfway through the 2nd contestant's speech, I realised that my cue cards were lacking some parts so I rushed to re-write some new ones using scrap paper, LOL. And that's where I had my migraine. And I thought it was normal.
So, yada yada, went on stage, made Hui Ting cry by stressing on the EMOTIONAL part...the one where Cik M was SO into and bombed my impromptu. =P. Then afterwards, Cik M found that I was actually the second-best for the prepared speech. Yikes. If I had NOT crashed and burned impromptu, I might be preparing for my second speech right now...but I'm not.
So, I got home and the next I know I had the strong urge to vomit and my stomach hurt very badly. That's when I realised that it hadn't been nerves at all. Like, come on...if you have been standing in front of almost EVERY single class in the whole school, done countless upon countless of speeches before in front of assembly, went for Public Speaking before, what's there to be nervous about? I'm not being pompous here...=)
Spent the whole of yesterday sleeping, purging, nausea-stricken and finally went to the doctors and he gave me at least 6 types of medicine to down with some icky rehydrating fluid. =P...man I HATE that liquid.
After I thought that my stomach had settled, I had Dad made me some fish porridge and the next thing I knew I was vomitting everything into the dustbin. *sigh. And, when I finally resigned to go to bed...I was exhausted, with NOTHING in my stomach...HELLO! *sobs. And I couldn't sleep until everything was out of my stomach. I think my body is forcing me to become anorexic. Bleh!
Anyways, I have my hypothesis of how I got sick. I owe it all to the canteen lady who so diligently makes santan-laden nasi lemak wholesale and tea that only tastes of SUGAR. I had to stay back on Tuesday so I was forced to eat this nonsense. Shitty canteen people. I'm going to SUE them till they drop dead in the bottom of the drain, for causing me emotional stress and physical PAIN.
Because of them, I'm an invalid for a few days and I cannot go support my school at SMK La Salle today. It's quite a good thing that I can't go cause it would be my second time in the row that I'll be going there. I get the creeps whenever I'm in an all-boys school. They act as if they haven't seen girls before. Lol.
Alright. That shall be it. Thanks to all who have been giving me motivational comments all these while...I am fine. Yup...despite the sick feeling in my stomach.
Ta.

Mood Stretched
Craves I don't know...

This marks the second time I have ever been emotionally crash and burned. Wow...mental breakdown! I am dealing with stress. Never thought I would. Shall I see a therapist or something?
Hmmm...my public speaking competition is in Wednesday and I am totally UNPREPARED. The next time, try sending me the warning EARLIER! Stupid gits in the education ministry. And yeah, I'm insulting them, so sue me.
Basically, yeah, it's my fault for thinking that I won't be up for speaking and taking things too lightly. Fine! And yeah, it's my fault that I was complaining that I don't have a role in anything too. And I'm not being sarcastic about it. I see the light. Yeah, I do.
So, because I just plain suck, I'll be at school at 7 tonight, TRYING TO RE-WRITE. Do I have time to memorise it? Yeah. Maybe. I shall try.
Forgive me for tormenting you with my stressed out self but, hey, it's my blog, isn't it. So the next time you want to write about stressed out people, you can use this as material, eh? *snorts.
Can I choose debate the next time? At least I have a clear idea of what to do and what not.
Ta.

Mood Hmmm...
Craves Stress Relief?

I didn't know 15++ year olds like me could be stressed out. Since when do people like us get stressed. Why? I thought stress only comes when you go to work!
I'll be out the whole day tommorow, practicing for my prepared speech and impromptu. I tell you, my prepared speech SUCKS TO THE MAX. Ugh!
My mum is off looking for lava lamps and my dad is missing...as usual. So I'm supposed to sit here and work on my speech. But I'm so braindead. Frozen up, describes my situation now. Serious!
I think I shall tie my head to an anchor and throw it the weight overboard.
Ta!

[Edit]

Got so stressed that I decided to make a skin to ease the pain. Lol. I think it's entirely TOO mushy and the colours are definately NOT ME. It's one of those Valentine-y things: Magic Of Love. Ad-less, as usual. =P. Go see and puke.

Actually, blogskins are rather easy to make. You just need lots of HTML knowledge and a bit of good analysing skills. But, I'm hopeless at PHP. HOPELESS!

Hmm...Ta!

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Mood Down and Out
Craves Peace?

Well, I have been selected as the school representative for the Inter-School Public Speaking held at La Salle PJ this Wednesday and I haven't had the time to REST AT ALL! They JUST told me just now and I had to polish up everything by Wednesday!? =P
And the debates seem to be going on fine...lol! Rather confident that we'll put up a good fight, while I sit down there being the Madame Speaker! Woah...glamourous job, indeed! I have a really nice table along with my very own mic to hog.
La, la, la. I will have no peace for this 5 days...no peace at all. I have to be in school 24/7. I'd rather be debating cause it's more fun than stress, I believe. It's teamwork, not self-effort. And, besides, I'm a lazy person.
Yesterday I went for Jing's party at her house, around 7 and came back around 9.30 at night. It was fun! =) BAK hogged this little spinning fire cracker thing and refused to let it blow off. I wonder whether she did it in the end.
Erm...need to run off now and do my speech, plus my Chairperson lines too. Hehe!
Ta!

Mood Migraine-y
Craves Hmm...better brains

Good afternoon, all. It's a slightly morbid day with a slightly grey tinge to the air. I woke up at 6.20 am to go for tuition. Is is any different than going to school? FYI, it's a public holiday today...and I have spent half the time in a classroom, doing work.
I just submitted a new skin. I named it Fame. Visit it here. Nothing special, just the usual image and tables. Blah, eh?
I'm having a migraine, I don't know why...The PMS blues has ran away and now it's replaced by this splitting headache. What's wrong?
Err...why is the last entry missing? Why, huh?
Anyways, I got to go...Ta!

Mood Alright
Craves No tuition tommorow

Today was rather hectic. I was hardly in class and I can feel my Add Maths slowly slipping down the cliff. I was at debate practice half of the day.
Note to all: I have been savagely kicked out of the team by the heartless teacher, because: "She has alot of things to do and her public speaking takes up alot of time." Git! So other teachers took pity on me, because I was constantly whining in their faces, of course and let me be the respected/ honoured/ outmost wise Madame Chairperson. Haha! So all is not lost, YET! And I'm the so called secret researcher...hmmm.
Anyways, Steff gets the honor of being 1st speaker and Jing gets to kill Steff is she suddenly falls into a coma...since she's an 'understudy' slash reserve. Haha! Steff, get your butt to the nearest hospital and jab yourself with VACCINE! NOW!
Back to my hectic day, I went for the debate preparation meeting since it's going to be held on home ground and rushed for cheerleading meeting at the canteen. =P.
Then, somehow or rather I got caught by Cik Marlina and got hauled off for Public Speaking practice with my 'comrade?', Eu Ric. Spent an hour drilling impromptu speeches and it was a tad bit rusty. Had to be the 'si fu' since it was Eu Ric's first time and he was totally freaking out. But he was so much better than me when I first started. Man, he's essense of genius.
I have BM tuition tommorow and thank god I have Sam there to keep my company. I'm forcing him to join the Thursday class temporarily...hehe! Anyways, I have my 600 word essay to do and I might have to turn up in school for Public Speaking. =P. Hard work pays off, I suppose.
I think I'm VERY far behind modern maths now since we changed teachers. This one seems to be talking to the board 24/7. And he expects us to understand what "this times this one-lah" means. How can we see if he's blocking the board?
And, lastly, Ronald has managed to trip me 5 times this week. Which is an improvement compared to the usual average 30 times. Lol.
Ta!

Mood Calm
Craves A toothbrush and a packet of soap powder

Anyways, after ranting my head off yesterday and plotting my so-called revenge, that girl has decided to delete the skin off Blogskins. =P. Serve her right. Which person in their right mind won't, eh? So if you're trying to read the comments or look at the skin, it's not there anymore.

Mae! Got soap powder or not? I ran out of it! Lol!

I'm being creeped out by some SMS some person sends me. First it starts off as: "Hey...reply!". I'm a fairly smart girl so I don't reply to this sort of irritating sms'es. Then comes: "Yi ping. R u there?". For your information, only a stupid blond and deaf person would call me "Yi ping" instead of "YI-BIN". See the difference? Everybody can see that dumb YELLOW tag on my shirt proclaiming to the whole world "YI-BIN".
And 'it' sends a couple more messages bearing the same kind of information till I get pissed and ask...who are you? Oh, he gets really happy and starts saying that some stupid person handed out my number to him and he decided to call me. And I STRESS the fact that I don't know him nor his friend and I HATE it when people pass my number around without letting me know about it. And he thinks it's a JOKE. After wasting ALOT of cash, he finally gets the hint and asks: 'Can do friend with me'.
Okay, perhaps this tactic works with people like Jean Myn, this idiotic Form 3 girl at school who will simply jump when a guy on the internet wants to meet her at Mid Valley basement in the middle of the night. I think it's really stupid that stupid guys would just hand out your personal phone number like that. I don't mind if it was an e-mail address those gits handed out, but a phone number is PERSONAL. It's for me to give. =p
I have tuition later and I still have my Bio and Physics notes to do. I don't think we need to do them for homework but I refuse to suffer when the time comes so I'm going to finish them beforehand. Hmmm...I've never been so hardworking. My literature notes are finished and I jsut realised that it's dued next Thursday. Darn.
Okay, I'm going to surf around a bit.
Ta!

Mood Boiling MAD
Craves *snorts

LOOK HERE and LOOK HERE. See the resemblance? And if that's not enough, go to the comments page in that Skin info and READ MY COMMENT. My handle is crystyx.
I cannot stand it when people COPY. Look, I know Jing hasn't posted the skin on Blogskins but that doesn't mean that fucking girl can STEAL it from her sister's site, AND post it as HERS. Bloody goat-kissing mother fucking asshole. (Sorry for the vulgarities...but I get violent when I am mad.) I know that my Jing has spent HOURS upon HOURS on that project and it is NOT FAIR that the BITCH just STEAL the source and paste it onto Blogskins, even using Jing's account to host the image. That is stealing BANDWIDTH and I cannot allow that.
I do not like people who take advantage of others. I HATE IT.
This is a lesson to others...if you hurt the people close to me, I would be as bad as this. If you manage to irritate me, the consequences would be worst, I guarantee you.
Now bug off, I'm plotting my revenge. =P
Ta.

Mood Okay
Craves ...

I couldn't wake up this morning. I was so fatigued. So I didn't go for the debate meeting at 8. But I did call BAK a couple of times and she wasn't there to pick up the phone, I think.
Went for piano and got this really cool Nocturne in E Flat piece. Then I dropped by One U for Dim Sum. I hate that Chinese Restaurant at the basement. The service is terrible and half the guys there leer at all the women. =P. I came out in a very bad mood, scowling like there was no tommorow. I don't suppose it's very nice of me.
Erm...my mum has been in and out of the house consulting the compass in an attempt to understand the position of the house for her Feng Shui purposes. Haha.

Note to the people from Blogskins If you post at the comments column hoping that I would e-mail you and give you the solutions to the problem, I'm sorry to dissapoint you because I don't have THAT much time to read every single comment on every single skin of mine. So, please send me a message via e-mail: fuchsiaglass@hotmail.com. Thanks.

Time to reply some mail.
Ta!

Mood Oh
Craves NO HOMEWORK, NO TUITION!

I survived Public Speaking today. Woah! And let me tell you that I didn't sleep well for TWO days...I was praying last night, it's some Hokkien thing I think. I'm not Hokkien, though. So, I was up till 1.30am, doing god knows what!
So, I'm in the supposed 'team' of two, but they have not determined who would be the speaker and who would be the reserve so I have to do my speech again next tuesday after the holiday on Monday. Ugh...But my opponent, if you can call him an opponent, is GOOD! So why can't they just pick him, put me as reserve so I can go for debates as a SPEAKER...or maybe a reserve... I WANT TO DEBATE! But they won't let me go for both. It's because the debates and the public speaking is just ONE DAY APART. And, if we get into the second round of the debates...haha...
Aaaa... Life is not fair, isn't it? Well, we gain some, we lose some. But debates are so much easier than Public Speaking. And what if I'm only the reserve...and I don't even get to SPEAK for the debates, or even be a measly reserve?
I know I sound very self-centered and selfish, but...I can't help it. I am human, aren't I? Nobody is without flaws, hmm? But, I shouldn't complain that I have to make a choice. It's better than having none, right?
Anyways, we hardly had any class today, except for sucky Physics. I think that git of a teacher finally took the hint that we don't want her to teach us anything...so she's OFFERED to get lost. Well, she didn't do it right out, but...you know.
My head is spinning around, so move out of my way. I'm in a rather bad mood now cause of the serious lack of sleep and some grinding pain in my stomach. And in this situation I tend to spew a whole lot of vulgarities and act drunk. You should have seen my face this morning. People thought that Tiger had died or something.
Good bye and Ta!

Mood Chillin'
Craves ...

I stayed up till 1.30 at night to do my speech and I woke up at 6 in the morning to go to school. During P.E, I felt pain in my chest while running, along with some dizzy spell and a cramp, so I didn't play basketball. Maybe it's the Seafood Medley with White Wine from last night's that I ate this morning. Alchohol...bleh.
Later I have tuition, and I still have a paragraph of an essay to write to pass up today. =P. Not good!
Oh goodness, tommorow is the audition for Public Speaking. I haven't memorised it yet and the cue cards aren't ready. Sheesh. I'm panicking! Why didn't they at least tell me TWO weeks before hand. It's not nice to spring up on people like that, you know! Give me some NOTICE so I can PLAN! M and M are mad, right Steff?
Erm, I STILL don't get additional maths. Perhaps I'll spend the whole LONG LONG weekend improving it. The only time when success comes before work is in the dictionary. Hehe!
Okay, ta!

Mood Drawn
Craves A moment's rest...

Add Maths gives me cardiac arrest. Everytime the teacher says something new, I get even more confused and end up...well, tearing my hair off my head.
I'm feeling stressed now. Here are the list of things I need to do for THIS WEEK:
-Produce a script for the Drama Competition
-Write a speech for my Public Speaking auditions
-Understand ADD MATHS!
GOODNESS! It's stress! Stress, stress, stress! And they say it's a honeymoon year. I wonder which idiot created that phrase. Honeymoon, indeed!
I'm going to write my speech now. I lack TIME! Time is certainly not on my side.
Ta!

Mood Sleepy
Craves Less TUITION!

I did my homework till midnight last night and I started around 8 p.m. I just woke up! It's 11.30 now! Wow, I'm so hardworking! =P
I have my English essay and my Malay essay to go, together with my literature homework, which is only due this THURSDAY. And, there's tuition homework. So, it's back to slugging over homework today.
Anyway, English is just a bunch of make-up stories pieced together, not too hard. But BM is the tough one. Sheesh.
I wonder how those people who don't care about homework feel...
Eating spaghetti for brunch at home later. I begged Mum to let me stay home so I can finish up my homework in time.
And, since when was I SO obsessed with homework, huh?
MIN I have SOME angpao's lah. Quite a number, considering I didn't go back to my hometown this year.
Speaking of angpao's, my Dad just walked in with a BIG stack of angpao's from his friends and started dividing the angpao's into three piles. Which wouldn't really matter cause my mum is going to stash them all together and divide the money my three in the end... I think that's rather unfair if I went collecting angpao's by myself and those two gits weren't following me. =P
Ta, brunch calls...

Mood Okay
Craves Nothing

I just ate the whole day. I'm bloated! I had Hi-Tea at Mutiara KL. Yeah...
I have a ton of homework to finish since I'm such a sluggard. =( I feel like I'm going to die now...The holiday blues are finally on me. Darn!
See ya later, people. I'm going to check my mail, and do my essay.
Ta!

Mood Sad
Craves Boo-Hoo!

I'm talking to Jonathan now. Goodness, he's leaving tommorow for Australia. He says he's coming back next January, which is an awful long time. *sighs. Jonathan the Class Clown has been relegated to Jonathan, Ex-Classmate.
I'm going to my Grandma's later and Tiger's coming along. Tigs vomited yesterday, wonder what in the world is wrong with her.
My stomach is growling. I'm not sure whether it's connected to the over-consumption of food, though. Cool, I'm hungry. =D
There's a supper buffet, going on at Concorde Hotel tonight from 11 to 4 a.m in the morning. Mum has plans to go and I'm tagging along, of course. Ooh, I love food! Hopefully she doesn't chicken out at the last minute and we'll all be stuck at home eating dried meats.
I'm going to go pick an outfit now.
TA!

Mood Full
Craves Nothing

I'm rather content now, since I'm practically half awake. Spent the whole day bingeing at Sam's house today, eating this and that, up and down. Quite a nice way to spend the first day of the Chinese New Year, right?
Dad gave me a thousand bucks to put in the bank and mum handed me an RM50 angpao. Those were the only two angpao's I bothered to open. I'm not going to use the money, though. They go to the bank. Mum still owes me my reward for my PMR results.
My parents had something to say about my blue-green outfit today. And my sister was pointedly asking my mum whether wearing green or blue was excepted during Chinese New Year, which my mum said yes, though she was asking why I didn't wear my pink cargos this morning. I really can't take it when she POINTEDLY mentions about whatever it is I'm doing.
Tommorow I'm supposed to go to my grandma's house again, for Yee Sang. This time I'm bringing Tiger along. YAY! She was invited by dear ol' granny, who happens to be a big fan of that adorable pup. <3
I haven't touched my homework. I tried, I really did but maths just doesn't make much sense next to a pile of mandarin oranges and some crazy Jackie Chan movie on TV. =D. Maybe I'll try doing straightforward copying like my literature homework. God, there's gonna be SUCH A BIG PILE if I don't get something done soon.
Okay, that's all. I'm getting so drowsy. Must be the sudden sugar level drop...
Ta!

Mood Freaked
Craves I Don't Know

Ernest seems to relish the fact that his forwarded e-mails of freakish pictures really effect one's thoughts. God! It's Chinese New Year for goodness sake. It's supposed to be taboo!
Anyways, I'm not going back to my hometown this year. Actually, I left the house around 11 something this morning and at the Genting junction my Dad said that the car wasn't really stable. I could feel the floor vibrating and that has never happened before. Tiger, who was extremely placid this year loss her footing and was bounced here and there so she was seated on my lap a good half of the journey.
We turned back and now I'm here, resolved to spending my Chinese New Year here in KL. Which, actually, isn't such a bad idea after all since my favourite cousin is somewhere else this year...
Activities lined up for the rest of the so-called Holidays:

-Reunion Dinner at Grandma's (USJ) tonight.
-Prayers at midnight.
-Party at Sam's house tommorow.
-Another dinner...LOL!


Ain't so bad, eh? =D
Thoughts for the Chinese New Year outfit:

"Hmm...I look really stupid in blue and green. Especially with the diamante tassels hanging on the side of the linen pants. Wait, there's the silk belt too. What's up with that? And...should I wear my hoop earrings or the dangly silver bead one?"


Okay, that was a product of boredom. I AM BORED! And, I am known to spout GALLONS apon gallons of nonsense...so beware! =D
Anyways, here's a message to God:

"Thank you for taking good care of us all, especially Lyi. If not for you, I wouldn't have another chance to gossip about M'dir with her."

LOL!
Ta!

Mood LOL-ish
Craves ...

Lately I have been saying LOL alot! It's rather annoying, but somehow it got stuck to my tongue. Like Gua Niah, result of an overly enthusiastic lesson in the "Separation Of Sentences", literally, in Bahasa Melayu.
Turns out there was no tuition and I was stuck here in the room for 3 hours, moping about. What fun! Thank goodness I called Bhavani before I actually stepped out of the house. Then again, maybe CK went for tuition (highly possible!) and actually LEARNED something from there. Perhaps, perhaps!
I just finished packing for the trip not long ago. I think I shall be simply simple for this year, nothing of the elaborate sort. I don't suppose I want anyone to drop dead from heart attacks this Chinese New Year, not really...
Just like to point out that the teachers at school are acid! Ouch! Homework stinks!
By the way, I was the Proffesional Human Cell Donor for Biology today. We were doing some experiment on human cells and I stood there for about an hour plus, scraping the inside of my cheek in an attempt to donate my cells for experimentation. Unfortunately, my own group had close to 4 or 5 failures minimum and we had to repeat the experiment over and over again. Fortunately for them, they had Yi-Bin the Donor with them, who at that moment was in an awfully charitable state of mind. My mouth feels sore now, HELLO!
Mum is singing Justin Timberlake: Senorita now. It's very blood-curdling... Screech! Yikes! She seems to like that song very much. Perhaps trying to get in touch with her inner teenager. In-te-res-ting.
Hmm...I posted twice today! Time to go!
Ta!

Mood Holiday-ish!
Craves No Homework

It's the Chinese New Year holidays! For about 5 days, ONLY! The education minister is so cheapskate nowadays!
Anyways, this is going to be rather short.
I have tons of homework and teacher's are really pushing us to the extreme.
I have tuition later (Add Maths)...LOL! And I suppose I have to pay LOTS of attention to it, otherwise...don't hope for the A's to come rolling in. =D
Okay, gotta go!
Ta!

Mood Fatigued
Craves Food

It's 5.10am Monday morning and I'm wide awake, staring at the computer screen. There's something wrong with my sleeping pattern, I suppose.
Suddenly I get about 12 messages in Friendster. Someone explain? It's weird!
I think the holidays are starting on Wednesday because the reunion dinner is on Wednesday night. So I think they have to give us Chinese some time to cross the country to get back to our grandparents' homes. Haha!
I'm so lazy to blog. It's really hard to type without making any noise. I'm NOT suppose to be UP and ABOUT so early in the morning. Parents say it's bad for health! Why, why, why?
To all: I'm a useless person...=P
And that was another one of my random, sporadic thoughts that suddenly spout out of my mouth!
I think maybe, yeah, I'll write a book! Oh, thank you for buying, Ying! Lol!
My English is deteriorating, actually. My teacher has launched a "REVIVE ENGLISH" thing at English Class last Friday. She's rather strict with me. I'm BANNED from reading Enid Blyton. Well, rules are meant to be broken! The Mallory Towers Series is cool!
Alright, time to go!
Ta and thanks for keeping my comments box FULL!

Mood Mildly Irritated
Craves ...

I'm feel like I'm being interogated right now. I'm not very fond of nosey people who seem to think that I use super-imposed photos and post them on the net.
Anyways, I think our class ROCKS! We're just HYPOCRITES, not what we seem and basically, a horrendous bunch of teenagers to the bone. Adilians! Haha! It seems ironic that I would be so proud to be part of such an extraordinarily HORRENDOUS bunch of people.
My Mum and Dad are putting up a bunch of red decorations downstairs. Supposedly wondering why the Ang-Pao's are white this year. LOL.
I was looking through my Dad's old photos that day and I came across his graduation picture in university. I have seen it a thousand times over, but this time I was rather intrigued by it. Come to think of it, I look ALOT like him, when he was about 22 or 24. Now he's completely bald, with some wrinkles and eyebags plus his stupid Armani glasses which are actually rather cool...but he had long, thick hair back then and he had no glasses on. If you take that particular picture and blur the edges of the nose, eyebrows and the face shape a little, you would think it was me. Darn.
Yesterday, at school, I set about designing a prom dress for myself, not that I'm going to wear it till next year, but...just to kill time. So, the whole Hypocrite Club decided to swarm over my table and started scribbling all over the paper while I was midway through my not so beautiful rendition of a flamenco-styled dress and came up with:
Brian Wigs Corporation and Yokey Binnie's Modelling Agency For Ex-Chemotherapy Patients. By the way, I am the spokesperson for Brian Wigs Corporation, "We fix your head with hair". And, my name is SUPPOSED to be Yokey Binnie. Darn it. It's JUST Binnie! HELLO!
Okie-dokie, that's about all, I suppose. I'm too lazy to blog, nowadays. Too much to say, too little stamina...
Ta!

Mood Sleepy
Craves To Go Back To Sleep

Hidey-Ho, it's one of those early blog days where I blog at 6.15 in the morning! *yawn
Weird dream of the day:

Suddenly I get hooked up with this god-knows-who guy who's absolutely...erm...rebellious and not to mention rather adorable. And, I hold some buffet party thing where my best friends are invited? (Well, I DID have a buffet 'thing' with Steff and Jing in real life...) And suddenly I'm one of the Prime Minister's daughters and I go sneaking off in the middle of the afternoon to make a prom dress and find that my drawing skills are close to NIL when I'm asked to sketch out my dress. And, my guy gets dumped into this gorgeous Mercedes (perhaps I have been wishing too hard that a Mercedes would be looking like that...) and whisked away. Funny thing is, I think he had spiky hair... =P


I'm confused.
I don't suppose dreams mean anything, but I get kinda curious once in a while. Being the Prime Minister's daughter does have some resemblance of good in it!
Hmmm...I'm off to school in a few minutes. As usual, Blogger posts everything ONE DAY LATE! Bugger Blogger.
TA!

Mood Okay...
Craves WHAT else

Let me start off by saying how sucky Mod Maths is. It sucks! There, I have it announced to the rest of the world! MOD MATHS, mind you. Our teacher is the worst on earth and Bhavani has named her: owl. Lol! Only the Adil-ians would get this, but, here goes: MEANINGFUL NUMBERS SUCK! Hehe...I am wicked!
I'm going to add Sue Mae into my links' list. And yeah, Steff, we're having a conspiracy. Who asked you to get lucky and have a chance to go to IRELAND? =P Yay, new link!
Anyways, CHORAL SPEAKING IS BACK! We're back in business, baby! (*ahem) Our whole class are maestros' of Choral Speaking. I guess we've got around to liking Choral Speaking! Read Steff's blog for more information on the C.S Competition, as I like to call it. Too lazy to elaborate.
There's a Cheerleading Club meeting tommorow. It's been officialised as a Cheer CLUB and a Cheer SQUAD too. Hehe! I'm the secretary, though I have no idea why they chose me...
Tuition was really eye-opening. I should really scan in my Malay Essay and let you see exactly how long that Puan Khariah wants it...be prepared to be shocked.
Okay, I think it's about all. You really don't need to hear about my PE lesson today.
Ta!

Mood Half Asleep
Craves More Sleep...

I just woke up and decided to have a go at the computer since there's nothing much to do around the house at this hour, anyways. The time now is 6.10 am.
I had some bugging dream about me being some immortal renegade. Sheesh! God only knows how many dozen times have I got killed during that period of REM. Lately, I have been sleeping long enough for REM to come into my sleep. Wow. Perhaps a dream diary would be in order.
I kinda like the subjects for today, excluding Add Maths, Malay and Modern Maths, there's: Chemistry, English For Science And Technology and something else which I can't remember.
Blogger STILL doesn't publish posts immediately!
I have to go and wash up now, before I end up looking like some tussled oaf in the hallways. =D
Ta!

Mood Annoyed
Craves For Blogger To 'Bugger Off'

I just HAD to quote from Steph. It deleted my post that I took rather long to type out and now I have to fume my way through the main points AGAIN.
Today was a tiring day, yada, yada. I had to stay in the stupid uniform for 12 hours. For school, Choir AGM and Add Maths tuition after that. I was so grimy after that. Lets not go into details, shall we?
In 15 minutes my mum would order us to jump into bed and order for lights out. It's no different than National Service, I assure you. *laughs
Steph has been named the Vice-President of the Choir Club, supported by all the do-do's of 3 Adil, which was a rather unanimous affair. So, there will be merit points for her.
I'm just awaiting the final decision of all the teachers for the green light to go ahead for the Editorial Board. I'm SUPPOSED to be named Editor-In-Chief this year, because of my so-called extensive knowledge about producing a school magazine plus that one year's worth of experience half-ordering people around in the production of last year's mag.
Tommorow's my day off from tuitions! A day of rest and Malay Literature homework.
I'm sensing the Sandman at the corner of my eyes. Hehe.
Ta!

Mood G'Morning
Craves Solution To Add Maths Problem

Went for dinner in Tanjung Malim last night, which took up about 2 hours of travelling in my Dad's stupid Cefiro, which was REALLY crammed up...the Estima was deemed unsafe for the time being. Consumed about 2 1/2 bowls of sharksfin soup (that's why I can never be a marine biologist) and ordered 7 dishes which was STILL not enough for the 5 of us.
According to Mum, that was my so-called celebratory dinner in honour of my results for the PMR. Hmmm... She still owes my cash reward! According to her, it will all depend on the Stock Market. Blast it!
I tried to do my Add Maths in the car, but I was stuck looking at a problem for like, an hour? I think my brain has fried and NONE of my mathematical skills have been spared from the frying. I need a recap!
My Jing got her HP, so she decides to message me with a:

"Dearest Dong, this is to inform you that my HP is officially alive!!!"

My Dad gets to the phone first, and tells the whole household about it. I suppose my Mum is speculating about my love life now? Darn...
Will Blogger please publish this post IMMEDIATELY!
Ta!

Mood Procrastinating
Craves You guessed it...no tuition!

Today is the first Saturday of the school year. *sighs. A time that I usually dread because the procrastination bug would set into my system and my homework would be left undone till Sunday afternoon, and I would be grumbling and mumbling about the load while half-heartedly scribbling nonsense. I am a big fat perfectionist...(ask my classmates and they will tell you that in an exasperated tone and roll their eyes) so I cannot bear the whole done yet undone business. My motto, I guess would be: If you can't do it perfectly, don't do it at all.
So we're stepping into dangerous waters here... By doing this, I am actually sub-concsiously embedding that whole DON'T DO IT AT ALL thing in my head. A change of subject, perhaps?
Piano was fine today. Played my exam pieces and then sat down there, fiddling my thumbs and engaging my teacher in some small talk. La-Di-Dah. I'm a naughty, naughty girl. Stephanie would really knock me for that.
If not mistaken, Steph and BAK both managed to knock me rather senseless during the Jejak Utama Crew '03 Hi-Tea last year. Someone reinforce my memory? Cause I remember laughing after that, which makes no sense at all.
My mum wants to buy a car. She's either going to take the new 2004 Toyota Altis which I think is rather ok and there's the 2004 Toyota Camry Solara we saw over at the website which is DAMN COOL. But the Solara has to be imported, and that means RAISED prices...so the Altis it is. Or maybe she wants the Honda Jazz. Sheesh.
Sad news: There are no living left-behinds in the Sea-Monkey tank and the most logical explaination for their demise would be that the maid knocked down the tank and she's afraid to tell us in case I decide to avenge the little shrimps' deaths.
Now I'm supposed to go around looking for things to put into a Memory Capsule for this project for English Tuition. Hmm... Wonder what shall I stuff into that darn plastic bottle!
NOTE TO ALL: The comments' link for each post is located right next to the date header. And yeah, this layout doesn't have any images. I'm sick of hearing people report that they've seen the exact same image that I have in someone elses blog. Bear in mind that I shall commit murder of the first degree to whoever decides to play copycat with my graphics.
I think I shall go and do my homework now before they start to pile up!
Ta!

[EDIT] Why in the world does Blogger publish all posts one day late? [/EDIT]

NEW LAYOUT! As if I have to tell it to your face...=P

Mood Mourning
Craves NO TUITION and Ko-Kurikulum

Today is a day of mourning for me. Dress in black and put on the veils, people cause the Sea-Monkeys of house 80, BU**/* (censored!) have disappeared.
It all started with a call from my sister while I was strolling along 1 Utama after school. She reported the demise of my tankful of Sea-Monkeys. (It's not actually MY Sea-Monkeys, but my brother's. =D) Anyways, she said that the tank was perpetually empty with only a few drops of water left. My Mum then took the opportunity to inform me that my brother goes roving around the house at night when he can't sleep and when the fake electronic drum-set fails to provide him with the slumber-inducing vibes. So, that shall be suspect numero uno.
After a particularly shabby-looking T-Shirt at the U2 store made my Mum think of my dear ol' Daddy, she mentioned that my Dad was going about the whole morning moaning about a stomach ache.
Let me take this opportunity to inform you that in order to cultivate the growth of these so-called Sea-Monkeys, which are in fact a hybrid of Brine Shrimp, a special formula is required to purify the water for their habitat and to speed up the growing process. So, there are not only these little prawn-like organisms living inside of the tank, but unknown chemicals blended into the water. (Not to mention all the...emm...bodily waste.)
My Dad reportedly consumed some alchohol last night which rendered him semi-concious of his actions. So, it is not a surprise if it is known that he consumed the whole tank of Sea-Monkeys, which was right then located at my study table. He might have been thirsty and had been too lazy to de-arm the alarm and go downstairs for a glass of water.
So, suspect number two: Daddy. Who conveniently had a stomach ache right now to grant him an express ticket to a lifetime of guilt. =)
There, I rest my case.
Anyways, I had to attend some stupid idiotic hour of Sports Houses' Meeting today, at school. Really suck-ish. Let me summarize the whole hour of moping and half-naps with two words: Selvamani Sucks. That should do. It's understood.
Physics was no joke. And the fact that our teacher doesn't encourage questions asked has placed a heavier burden on my shoulder. PLUS, her teaching skills are horrendous. So, tuition on Monday isn't such a bad idea at all if I want to obtain my A's.
For English this year, we would have to do presentations for our Oral Examinations. *grins. My forte! Not joking nor bragging. I'm used to doing it for my English Tutor ever since I was Four. It was some London Examination or something like that, and certificates, PRICELESS certificates were issued. So, hehe...
Joke of the Day: Brian a.k.a Bra, as I call him, has officially labeled my book bag a Water Closet. The nerve of him! He has prided himself in decoding the 'WC' initials tucked somewhere in the nooks of my bag. Some label, I presume. *snorts.
I have spoken much today. With proper vocab and all save a few semi-vulgar words here and there. I'm actually more comfortable with this style of writing. It makes me seem like a well-educated student with a brilliant mind. I SHOULD do this more often. =)
My dear friend, Cynthia has her blog opened. Visit her here and read her perfect English.
Ta and Au Revoir!

Mood Blah
Craves No tuition

Add maths is definately trying. It taxes your brain to the point of insanity. And I'm saying that when I'm still stuck in the first chapter. Wonder what will happen by the middle of the year. *sweats!
Anyways, I have BM tuition tommorow at USJ, which is rather far from home. I don't think I'm looking forward to it. God, it's 3 hours per session!
I would have to say that English For Science and Technology would be rather interesting. They seem to put more emphasis on the language rather than what we're learning. So, the introduction itself was rather...'deep'. Hmm...
School is...interesting, to sum it up. I still have a ton of homework to complete and some stupid photostating to do. I HATE it when teachers ask for photostated copies of this and that and up and downs. Grrr...
I need some feedback on this skin, anyway: http://www.blogskins.com/info.php?sid=7162
Tell me what you think of it. It's one of the Retro-X skins. They're rather popular...Hehe.
Alright, stupid Add Maths problem calls for me!
Ta!

Mood Tired
Craves Peace

First day of school. Yada, yada... No biggie, right? You're supposed to have the time of your life trying to get a grip on the new year and talk, talk, talk while you get comfortable with the new surroundings...but, the stereotyped First Day Of School doesn't include scary teachers who scare us into thinking there's some great big Public Exam waiting for us at the end of the year. And yeah, I'm in the Pure Science Class. Yikes!
Anyways, we're joining all sorts of crazy competitions! ♥! We're gonna be busy all year long. And, Pn Lee's decided that the Form 4 people should take over the School Mag! Whee! Happy me! Hehe!
I have Add Maths tuition at 4 tommorow. Darn! And school ends at 1.50pm nowadays. Plus, from next week onwards there's cheer practice after school. I sincerely hope they don't make it last too long.
Gotta go! I still have some History 'thing' to do...
Ta!

Mood Depressed
Craves Pencil Box and No TUITION!

I really abhor tuitions...If only I can be genius enough like Tim Weng and stay home forever, watching Chinese Serial Movies and studying when the time comes, by myself. =(
Anyways, I'm doing custom layouts. And my head is spinning around...I haven't touched HTML in a million years. Yikes!
My mum is making me go for a thousand tuitions and I doubt I have any free time at all! Boo-hoo!
I'll blog later.
Ta!

Oh yeah, some one remind me to update the links once I get my layout up. Correction, if I get my layout up. =D
Anyways, go visit Darren and tell him that the layout looks beautiful. *grins.
See ya'll! Peter Pan calls for me!
Ta!

Mood Unartistic
Craves (Pathetically...) Pencil Case

Going to watch Peter Pan later, at One Utama. It's like, the 5th time in the week that I've been up and about the shopping scene near my house. Darn.
Anyways, Newsflash...all tuitions are to be resumed starting tommorow. Ouch, that's got to hurt. I really abhor tuitions, especially the one that brings me across the state to Port Klang. Sheesh!
I need a new layout! But sadly, my creative portion of my brain has drained out, leaving bits and pieces of trash. Someone give me some creative juice, please? I'm currently experimenting with gradients, but to no avail. *sigh
New Year's Resolutions soon to be posted, once I get them formed in my head. I never bothered about them until I read Steff's post. Hehe! She's the responsible one. So I guess I should take a leaf out of her book and start being responsible myself, too!
Watched Pirates of the Carribean last night on VCD. But, cinematic experiences don't tally with the whole watch it on the Telly thing. =D
My Baby Magazine is sitting pretty on my desk, staring at me. I'm not very pleased because each time my face gets published on the page, it's either blurred or I'm looking like some human potato. AND, where in the world is my name? HELLO! I'm not being fully credited here! (Note: I am big on Copyrights and Credentials, thank you very much.)
Last words: thank you to all who commented. And yeah, I ditched the aerating Sea-Monkeys via straw idea. LOL! Thanks! =)
And, as usual, Ta!

Mood Missing
Craves A Pencil Case

First things first...Happy New Year to all. 2003 has been a wonderful year and I shall never ever forget it. All happy things have to come to an end. *sigh. Considering all the glorious achievements and experiences, I still have to face the fact that I have to embrace the new year. I'm praying that it'll be as great as this year. But, who am I to speak? Life is as you make it. =D
Yesterday was kind of monotonous. Starting with a trip to Ikano to get my textbooks and stationery and then rushing off to 1 Utama to watch Good Boy, which rather sucked. And back home...
I just fed my stupid Sea Monkeys and they look EXTREMELY happy to see food floating down from the surface. LOL! They're slightly bigger now, and you can see them from quite far off. They look oddly transparent for some reason. I'm lazy to aerate them, so I guess I'll be blowing bubbles via straw. Haha! Woe betide them!
Guess what? That sorbet stall I was raving about in the Gold Coast is at Ikano! It's called New Zealand-something-Dairy-something-blah. Anyways, the Berry Sorbet is excellent, cause they use Sugar-Coated Strawberries. *grins. Slurp your heart out!
Okay, gotta go get dressed. Mum wants to bring us out for Breakfast.
Ta!

WELCOME THE NEW YEAR!

Mood Okay...
Craves Emm...a PENCIL CASE!

I GOT STRAIGHT A'S

Man, I cannot believe it! I was crying and I was screaming at the same time. I didn't know WHAT TO THINK! It's EXTREMELY impossible for me, Yi-Bin to get 7A's...
I actually passed my BM oral exams. Haha! Except for one B, my oral examination slip is well endowed with A's! Yippee!
And, I went shopping yesterday, with Jing...and treated her to lunch at TGIF and TWO desserts...crepes and waffles. Yum! She bought me a Roxy Purse! Whee! ♥ Jing! It's supposed to be an early birthday present, because I sorely lack a compartment for my cash. =D
School starts next Monday.
Need to check on something. Perhaps I'll blog more later.
Ta!

Mood Ignoramus
Craves My A's...duh!

Shit! I'm going to be late! And...according to my horoscope, it's going to be pretty bad. So, *ahem, as usual I shall be singing my "Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life" to kill the bad vibes. *snorts.
I have resigned myself to fate. I shall take it as it comes.

I shall not stand at my grave and weep, for I am not yet dead.

Nonsensical ramblings, eh? I live up to the word: Crap.
Ta.

Mood AWFUL!
Craves As many A's as Heaven will allow...

I FEEL DREADFUL! The results are coming out tommorow and I do not know how I can face the fact that I'm NEVER EVER going to get Straight A's! AGH! Curse me...
Farewell and pray for me...I'm TOO broken to blog.
Ta.

Mood Dreadful
Craves Not sure...

I'm so uncertain now. It's X'mas Eve and I'm not sure I want to face the fact that this glorious year is going to end soon. Reality is harsh.
My site, XTERTIA, is still stagnant...waiting for it's layout...which I am rushing to finish now. I'm an idiotic fool who loves everything to be PERFECTLY exact, so this is going to take a long time. ='(
I think I'm going to change the layout. I'm getting rather sick of the whole SUGAR.ICE nonsense. Perhaps I should revert to plain ol' tables that's neat and trendy. *snorts. It should be fast to finish.
School is going to start soon. *sigh. No matter how much I want to be back in school, dragging my feet along the corridors at 7 in the morning, I still want it to be holiday-ish, where you can stay on the comp forever and go shopping when you want.
Anyways, I'll just have to live with life.
Ta! I'll blog later, I suppose. And, I have to get ready for the party...yikes!

<3 to all!

Mood Alright
Craves A layout?

To all who wish to view my unopened site, especially MIN *giggles, you can find it at: http://xtertia.black-glitter.org. =D
LOTR ROCKS! *grins. Well, I would say the start wasn't very interesting...rather draggish, for me. But, man, the battle scenes are AWESOME! =D I am a 'battle scene with medieval men and odd creatures' fan. GOD, they are GOOD. REALLY GOOD! Whee! LEGOLAS ROCKS!
But I would have to say, I enjoy the battles of the Rohirrim compared to Gondorians. Well, except for the part where the Gondorians launch their suicide attack at Osgiliath. It made me cry...so TOUCHING! Who would have thought that war could be SO touching...
And the music is heavenly...especially the music of Scandinavian Rohan. *grins. ROHAN ROCKS! Who cares about Gondor when you have horse-y people like the Rohirrim?
Spoiler, aren't I? *grins. I'm still awaiting my Dad who wants to watch it another time. So, I have ANOTHER chance to cry till my eyes fall off and oggle at the battle scenes. Oh yeah!
Blog more later. JL has recruited me for some war game...*rolls eyes* so now I have to muster my men and attack some unseen enemy.
=D
Ta!

STEFF Pete is GOD! *grins

Thanks to all who commented. <3

Mood Yippee!?
Craves Err...

Basically, I turn on the comp this morning and YAY, I get to blab on how fun my trip to Aussie is! YAY! Roller coasters and food are my favourite topics! =D *wink. Other than LOTR of course. But don't mention a THING about it till 6.30 pm sharp today. AHH!!
Anyways, today is the day I get my first dose of ol' Pete's magnificent work. Ol' Pete, that's what Steff called him. *rolls eyes* Finally, I can face her blog without thumping my head on the screen!
Blog more later.
Ta!

Mood Okay
Craves Nothing

Just came back from dinner. I gorged myself with udang galah in this thick sweet sauce slathered all over it. Took me quite some time to realise that half of my face was covered in the black sauce and flecked with bits of prawn shells. The worst part was we were seated at the entrance, where there was this wedding procession thing going on...the typical Chinese thing with all the ah-ma's and whatnot. Embarassing!
I updated my desktop. So now it's purple, and the once green toolbars and start menu is now a purple-ish silver. I'm rather satisfied with the whole look. I like purple, really. Though I must admit that I like pink, green and gold too. Blue ain't too bad except that it's overused.
I'm still surfing around DeviantArt. You cannot imagine the variety of amazing artwork over there. =) I LOVE the colours! Colours! Colours!

NEWS FLASH! Fifi the Chicken has layed eggs! Ahah! =D

Ta! Gotta be the midwife!

Mood Awake
Craves Good results

I think possibly it's time to go and change layouts. Opinion? Change or not to change, that is the question.
I'm sort of in a rut here, concerning Greymatter. I HAVE installed it but now I have TONS of problems with the templates. And they all look so weirdish, to me...So, HELP!!! =D It's one of the reasons I can't put up my site...GREYMATTER! Ugh!
Anyways, I went ALL the way to Serdang yesterday. For the ignorant, it's near the Mines. The seafood was delicious and the price was VERY GOOD! Haha! We ordered toad legs, sang yee and I whole lot of yummy stuff and all 6 or 7 dishes amounted to RM90. Have you any inkling of what a meal like that in Overseas Restaurant can cost? I won't even want to think of it.
I'm going to watch ROTK tommorow! Oh, I'm happy! =D
Hmmm...Ta! *giggles.

Mood Migraine-y
Craves I'm content right now, thank you very much...

So Hotmail is back and I have one request for a custom-made blog. So I shall set about to do it...=D. Work to do! Yay! It's been quite some time since I saw some work for me to focus on.
I bought tickets for ROTK. Yippee! So I'm going with my mum to watch it on Monday! =D Now I'm happy... And my Dad wants to watch it, so I'll be going with him for ANOTHER round! Oh, life tastes good at this very moment. Hypocritical notion, eh?
Anyway, I went to 1U again just now. Nothing there to see right now except for some crazy dance show going on at the middle court. Walked till I ached and now I'm stuck with a migraine. Or perhaps it's brainfreeze due to some Ice-Blended juice I drank at Ice Stein.
I was reading The Star yesterday and I spotted an article in the Youth section about the mock UN Summit at KL. It seemed very interesting to me. The way it's all done up just like a REAL UN Summit. Perhaps, just maybe, we'll be allowed for a session ourselves one day. It'll be FUN! Call me geeky...
I'm currently reading Book 7 of Wheel Of Time. Still at the prologue though, going through a battle scene with all the blood and gore going about. It's great how the author describes in detail and you really feel as if you're standing there, observing. By the way, the author, Robert Jordan, was a soldier in the Vietnam War thing. So cool!
Again, another subject I have to bring up...PMR results! Agh! I'm getting SO freaked. I just cannot stand the shock. Whether good or bad, I still cannot stand it. One minute I feel as if I might just get straight A's, the next I am sure that I will not even score a SINGLE A. Goodness, what to think!
AND, the magazine is out. FINALLY! My baby is published! (Though it's actually Mahathir's baby...but I helped!) I cannot wait to get it! I don't know how the Fashion Report thing would turn out! =D I remember the whole process of getting it done. It was actually a 5 minute dash with Jing and then 2 hours worth of getting it layouted. Haha! We skivved off one of the last few periods for that.
The sad thing is, the mag is going to be handed to us when we get our results back from school. Yikes. Two in one day is too much to handle, isn't it?
I'm going to surf around! Ta!

Mood YAY
Craves TICKETS, as usual

Hotmail is back! Yay! I can read my mails now! =D

Mood Sad
Craves TICKETS

I don't want to go over the whole ROTK issue again. It makes me either boiling mad or freaked out to the bone...=P
Cheer today was rather dismal since our captain didn't appear. So we sat there the whole day and attempted stunting, which turned out BAD and we tried some ballet, which was absolutely hilarious.
I'm still very afraid of the results. I don't think I can stand the shock...No way. It's freaky!
Not in the mood now, either.
Question: What's wrong with my mood, anyways?
Ta.

Mood Disturbed
Craves ROTK tickets...

Saddam is captured, the news is everywhere. Such a shocking fall from grace!
Anyways, I'm still denied my ROTK tickets and I'm willing to commit murder to get them. Disclaimer: This is not an advertisement for those who wish to seek my services for some assasination in return for my much-yearned tickets.
One Utama Plus is now open, and it's HUGE. My feet were sore just trying to get from one end to the other. =)
The prom is tommorow and I'm not going. Instead I'm going to plop myself on the couch and read on ways to dispose of ticket-holders to ROTK...
My mailbox is still DEAD. And I want to read my mails.
My grandma is over for a few days while my uncle and his family take a trip to Johor. So, there.
Ta! I'm not in the mood to blog right now. I'd probably explode.
Don't miss me MIN! =)

Mood Blah
Craves I don't know...

I'm half sure that this post won't turn up on Blogger. Sheesh.
I have been up to the same old stuff since the last post. =D. Nothing better to do than wait for impending doom, eh? *sigh
The whole cheer thing is going on just fine. I think the routine's rather cool to start with. Though I'm still not so sure about the stunting part. Most of us aren't built for the stunts. Especially NOT me. Cheers.
I've some crazy problem with my computer. Somethings wrong with it...somehow. There's this irritating searchbar popping up everywhere, which I don't need. And it's disrupting my Internet Explorer. I can't access to my accounts, for almost everything under the sun. And Jing's accounts too. I hope it's not bloody permanent and I hope it has nothing to do for deleting that irritating IF YOU DONT SEND THIS YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE DELETED thing. Damn! There's about 8 mails in there that I want to read. I WANT TO READ MY MAILS! Grr...
Bad thing is, it's kinda disrupting my whole getting up the website process. Don't let bloody history repeat! Please, no! Don't need to elaborate there.
I'm pissed off that Dad forgot about Return Of The King. I WANT TO WATCH IT and he's off forgetting about buying the tickets. Gah! The worse thing is, he told me there's no rush and that we can wait until NEXT YEAR. I know that it's just a few weeks difference to NEXT YEAR, but it's NEXT YEAR, you know. Bah!
<3 to all, especially Min, who's been keeping my comments box full. =D. I really HOPE this post turns up...
Ta!

Mood Okay
Craves decent tutorial on Greymatter

I think I have given up on Blogskins already. Bah! All my designs are shot right back to zero and have dissapeared into thin air. Damn!
Anyway, I posted a Deviation yesterday. It started out as my layout but as I edited it here and there it got real stupid looking and I decided that it could only be good enough to look at and be an artwork on the whole and not a layout. =). You can find it here: http://crystyx.deviantart.com.
Going to watch Haunted Mansion later. Whee! The groomer's going to come over to my house to groom Tiger (my Silky Terrier) while we're out cause the darling detests leaving the house and being left at some foreign place to be groomed. =P! Crappy dog.
I'm having the pre-result jitters now. It's started already. Brr...I'm REALLY afraid Cik M's gonna hand me back the result slip with that tight slap she promised all of us. Ouch! All the Adilians should flinch when they here the words: Cik M, promised, tight slap. Gah! We've seen too many examples already.
*sighs. I'm still coming up with a layout, though I've got most of the content done up. AND, Jing's gone off for some marathon holidaying so I can't really go check her mailbox to see whether she's hosted or not, can't I? =).
Blogger still sucks.
Ta!

Mood Oddly Reminiscent
Craves the past

Aha. It's another one of those I LOVE THE PAST moments. Tada! I just remembered my ex-journal's URL (not giving it out, of course!) and surfed right there, checking out old me and what I was up to then. Hehe. I am a foolish person. Perhaps I shall quote myself when I find something adequate. Blah.
Mum's gonna cook Seafood Medley later. Her Yam Cake was delicious. And yeah, she bought me Book 7,8 and 9 of Wheel Of Time. Book 6 was out of stock. She'll get it when they replenish stock. Whee! I'm so happy! It's supposed to be my X'mas pressie! Yay! I prefer books than anything else in the world.
I'm presently figuring out how to install Greymatter or B2 to my website. If I don't get the whole damn thing, I might as well use Blogger. But lately it seems dead. It doesnt publish at all. Darn.
Anyways, here's the URL of my site... But I shall keep my promise, I'll wait for Jing till she gets hosted. So it's the whole MOVING UP shebang thing *grins: http://www.black-glitter.org/xtertia.
Ta! I'll see Steff at Cheer on Tuesday!

[EDIT]
Here's a quotation (a VERY long quotation) from September something-something whatsis:


"Tried to fix this bloody thing.
Exams (Trials) are over and I'm back for a while.
This layout is dedicated to PMR.
Won't be seeing you guys for quite some time.
The comment box is disabled momentarily.
Here's what I blogged some millenium ago...Didn't put it up cause Blogger was down. Enjoy.

Since the whole thing is over, it's time to spill the beans...
The whole IKEA trip was fun (Yea, we went to IKEA!). REALLY COOL and absolutely HUGE. I must say that I can't help but feel awed by the actual size of that thing. IT IS ENORMOUS! GIGANTIC...GARGANTUAN!!
Well, we skipped PJ today so we won't go all sweaty and mucky (imagine if we did!) and went to the comp lab to finish Maths. Seems that we didn't even need to do maths...git-y! And then we took off to IKEA right after Maths, leaving everyone at the science lab. HEHE!
Oh, we got rather lost there. We were given improper directions by some security guy and then went all the way up to the fire-escape route. That was fun...I got giddy with the height and the whole prospect of going all the way to the bottom to pick up my pencil if I dropped it. Ah wells...only the people who went would know what I'm mumbling about.
Finally got into the correct place...after a bunch of laughing and tumbling. Signed in and then went to wait for some person to bring us around the place. Got to the 'lounge' and squeezed in with 2 teachers and 3 friends (Jing, Steff, Jon...) into one lumpy sofa.
After that was brought all over the place by one nice and pretty PR person called Tracy and got sore feet after that. Asked alot of questions and got really relevant answers back. Actually, we were supposed to ask things in the list of questions that I made...BUT...
Took some pics...including this really stupid one down at the carpark. I promise to put them up when I have the time or something.
Then the people from The Star came and interviewed us. And we gave pretty crap answers. The photographer took some "so-called" posed shots and then we went for a meal. Made a fool out of myself by dripping condiments everywhere and then looked pretty dumb standing in the middle of the lobby holding a tissue-wrapped hotdog. My uniform was smeared with god knows what and god knows what ELSE...
Actually, there's alot of nonsensical pics found on Jon's cam. They suck. They all highlight my pimples...*sobs.
Okay, that's about all...the whole account of the day. Going to school tommorrow to pass things to Edwin and Lyi, take the History paper and then after that it's STUDY on Thursday. Might be skipping Friday, if not for Cik M's HIGHLY USEFUL Maths class and then skipping the next Monday. I don't know whether we can really finish the paper by this week. DEADLINES SUCK.
G*LUCK TO ALL!
STUDY HARD!!!!!! I'LL PRAY FOR EVERYONE!!! CONSIDERING THAT IF EVER PRAY!!!"


*Grins. Ta!

[/EDIT]

Mood Humph!
Craves nothing momentarily...

Having a weird blockage in my head lately. Yes, another one of those artistic no-no days. Yada, yada, yada...
Personally, I think the Disney On Ice show was not worth watching. Because, for one, there was hardly any leg space, unless you were sitting right at the front, where you could be occasionally blocked by some of the skaters that occasionally sit right in front of you, waiting for their turn... And, there's the matter of price. One box of popcorn will set you back RM10, while one 'snowball' in syrup will cost you RM20. I think it's nonsense. And, don't trust whatever that guy on telly says.
Still no word from Jing. Mainly because I was out the whole day yesterday and she's not awake yet. Bah!
Tonight's Ms. World. Going to sit on the couch and watch it with Mum. Nothing better to do. Perhaps I can make Dad drive all of us, including Tiger, down to PD tommorow to catch some sun and mucky surf.
TA! Gonna do my layout.

Mood Okay
Craves for my Jing to get hosted

I'm fine. The weather's good and the birds are chirpy. *rolls eyes. And I slept till 11 this morning. Even then, I found it hard to get my head up from the pillow. Funny how one no-sleep night can effect your day. I was practically dozing off by the time I got home from piano lessons around 3 in the afternoon.
I'm going to do the layout of my new site when I get back from Disney On Ice. People have warned us to bring thick cardigans as the place can really chill up in a few minutes. I suppose it's the ice...
Here's an announcement that until my Jing gets hosted, I won't open my site to public. So, whoever you are out there, better go and approve her pending ASAP. =)

STEFF I hope you're having a fun time with all the darn codes. That site I directed you to REALLY helps. *grins! No more Shitake or whatever that was.

Min's gone somewhere. Hehe! Everyone's off to somewhere lately. My trip to Brisbane was during the un-'off-to-somewhere' period. *giggles! But I'll be spending my X'mas in Camerons, like tradition. Though I sometimes forget that tradition actually exists. But I'm really afraid if the results come out when I'm lounging in the cool highlands! Gah!
Last words, I miss all Adilians and crappy teachers! I want to go back to my school-life ASAP but I don't want the results to come back. Yes, call me crappy! =)
Ta and love to all!

Mood Irritated
Craves for Blogger to go and die...

Basically, what in the world is wrong with Blogger? Why won't it just publish to posts as they are? It has happened before, and will happen (and IS happening) time and time again. Does everybody suffer the same fate as I do, or is it I who have the most rotten luck to deal with this kind of petty problems?
Anyways and anyhows, I have come up with some suitable name already...by badgering Jing for half the afternoon. Giving her fool suggestions that I know that she'll spat back at me. *grins. If not mistaken, (yeah, my memory is TERRIBLE) it's supposed (again, supposed) to be ________________ . *tee-hee! I'm just pulling you peoples' leg. I'm not gonna REVEAL it, yet. Well, Jing knows, you can go and blackmail her.
I did not sleep a wink last night. I don't know what had possesed me but I found that sleep could not come to me. Nor will I go to sleep, anyway. So I kept myself occupied by thinking about the past year and I found that I have forgotten so many things that I might have deemed EXTREMELY WORTH REMEMBERING. Oh, the quarrels and the laughs and the tears and the whatever nonsensical pranks we played.
I still remember how me and Jing skivved off about 2 months worth of KH by running off to the comp lab in the middle of school time. And what made it even more exciting was the fact that we were given full permission for the day, by our teachers. Wow, I had a great time. Scary and great. I don't know how we managed it and I cannot remember what was the reason we decided to skive off here and there... But I sure know that we paid for our so-called truancy in full. I remember that our scores were always around the range of the mid-50's to 60's. But the rest of the class were down there with us, except the boys...Except the boys. =P!
Tim Weng the Smart always managed to do REALLY good at KH Pilihan 1. *snorts. The fact that the boys take a slightly different paper than us gals doesn't comfort me, nor the rest of the girls either. I don't suppose gender determines the height limit of success one is allowed to have.
I caught myself laughing out loud in the car on the way to Cheer when Mr. Bartender came on the radio. I can NEVER forget. Certainly not. =)
Ta.

Mood YAY!
Craves to have a suitable name for my site!

I GOT HOSTED!

Ohmigosh, people these days are truly nice! I just sent an e-mail to Allison here and she replied saying that she'll host me! WOW! Yay! I'm getting hosted!
Problem is, I have no idea what to name it...
Cheer Practice was fun. Of course, we did nothing much but learn one easy-peasy move and sat around talking, barefooted, in school. Whee! Life is good!
MIN I'm kinda hooked onto this one too! =) Thanks neighbour!
Blog more after I sort out this block in my head. Ta!

Mood Good
Craves to be hosted!

Mum dragged me and my siblings out to One Utama just now with the promise of yummy delights from Strudels. Anyway, spent quite some time lounging there with a KLue Magazine in hand. It was rather refreshing, really.
I read an article in that little known mag about The Return Of the King and Matrix Revolutions. There was this part I liked, which described Aragorn. It went something like this:

"...of course if you were approached by a guy who has not bathed in 3 days you would probably ditch him.
What more if he had a poser name like 'Strider'."

Sent me into fits. And there was this hillarious 'interview' with Bilbo Baggins, supposedly conducted in the Shire itself. Well, it's the kind of nonsensical stuff I like to make up. Usually I conjure them up in my head and laugh in private, cause no
one would actually want to hear about them...=P! The world is filled with meanies!
I'm actually typing this in Microsoft Notepad cause my stupid Jaring connection has problems launching itself into the internet. Grrr...
While I'm here waiting 'patiently', I thought I might as well record whatever crap im doing.
STILL hinting for people to get me the 6th installment of Wheel Of Time. They expect me to get it myself...*sigh. So I have to content myself with a tobacco-smelling edition of James Clavell's Noble House. And I found out that I can never survive in the world of business. What the hell is a stock market, anyway?
Okay, I'll probably blog a little more later. I'm so bored I can blog ALL DAY!
Ta!

Whee! Everything is now A-Ok! Enjoy the new layout, peeps! Took me a day to finish it...:p!
Ta!

Mood Rather Touched
Craves for Blogger to get better!

NEW LAYOUT EVERYBODY!

Took me quite some time to get it fixed up thanks to my perfectionist streak...gah! You know...
Somehow or rather, Blogger has taken to publishing posts one day late. I do not understand why. It's REALLY dumb and irritating!
Anyways, I'm listening to this really nice Midi playing on one of the sites I surfed to. Turns out to be lonelyger from blogskins! Hehe! Here's a plug to her blog. I think the music is really suave!
*sighs. Now I have to go change the comment codes and blah-blah. It's really put-offing. Kinda tedious work, changing layouts...
Turns out to Jing (Too lazy to plug her from here. Go search for her name in the links list.) has changed back to her previous URL. Gah! It's a good thing I haven't got around to changing the links yet. Hehe!
Okay, work to do...Blog in a bit. TA!

mood Odd

Decided to cut out the "Music" part since I don't listen to anything in particular nowadays.
It doesn't make sense. My last post didn't appear on my blog. What in the world is going on here? Is there some kinda conspiracy to keep me out of the Cyber World or something like that?
I have a ton of work to do now. First, get a layout. Second, submit a Deviation. Third, get a layout for my site. Fourth, get AIM. Fifth, submit that dumb skin for BlogSkins (did I mention that the whole thing was upside down when I visited yesterday, bah!) and much more that I cannot remember.
Anyways, mum came back from a one day trip to Singapore yesterday. Apparently, all she did was shop. Brought back a new leather handbag. She's finally learned not to by Louis Vuitton anymore since there's so much fakery going on. I kinda like it.
I've finished Book 6 of Wheel Of Time...Book 6 or 5...can't remember. I just know that I want to get the next book ASAP. It's getting rather interesting and surprisingly I can finish quite alot in one day. So I suppose I can call myself the Bookworm now. Oh, yippee!
Here's a snippet of an e-mail JING sent. By the way, she changed her address, again...so now I have to change her link when I do the new layout. Work, work, work. Here it is, the part I REALLY like. Man, I am bad...

To: Madame Woh Yi-Bin the Gorgeous/ Hot/ Great/ Beautiful/ Smart/ Intelligent/ Witty/ Queen Editor...if I continue to list this I will most probably end this tomorrow night.

La-di-dah. She makes my day. *giggles! My concsience is shouting at me now, calling me a "narcissistic fool". Oh wells. She's my best bud, she makes me laugh...=)
Okay, I suppose that's done.
Ta!

Mood Irritated...AAGH!
Music None

My comp has been rebooted AGAIN! And god knows why did my previous post go missing without a trace! Why is everything so bugged up!!!
Gotta go straighten up some things. Blog later when everything's more settled!
Love to all who commented! Ta!

Mood Hazy
Music Nothing

Before I begin my daily rants let me thank min and euphe...for commenting!? Yeah, I find some odd ways to thank people for doing things...goodness knows why. The dripping has cleared off anyway.
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY, STEFF! I called you yesterday. You were out to the market. :P! Didn't get to call you after that cause I was out with my brother. Anyways, when can I give you your present? It's been lying in the closet for MONTHS!
Anyway, it's time to get to the layout for this blog...It's been lying like this for god knows how long. And it's supposed to be TEMPORARY!
TA!

Mood Irritated
Music Water Dripping :P!

My room is infiltrated by some sopping water coming from the bloody neighbours house. How did it get there?
Well, the stupid gits left the air-conditioner running in the room and then went off for some big fat vacation. And there's some darned problem with the pipelines and hence the water seeps through the concrete and ends up in my house, in my room on the 2nd floor and out of my wall. I have WOODEN cupboards, parquet floors and WOOD panelling! For god sakes! I SHOULD take a picture of that wall. Hey, I LIKE THAT WALL! And not only that...my FLOOR is destroyed! Utterly GONE! My dog doesn't even cause one fifth of what's done!
Grrr...*stalks off to repair something...

Mood Annoyed
Music Nothing

I truly DESPISE when the stupid Bandwidth thing goes over the limit! People just DO NOT KNOW that such things really KILL. BLEH!
Anyways, to my JING No, I have not forgotten you yet. I think it's just a bad bad case of tiada jodoh. *grins.
STEFF's birthday is soon! Thursday, yup?
Nowadays I do nothing much but just eat, TRY to sleep and watch TV. There's the whole TRY to sleep thing AGAIN. I think it's just the crazed up feeling you get when you get an inspiration in the middle of the night and you're forced to wait till the morning. Hate those. I'm not the kind to wait...
Then there's the second supposed layout chucked out the window. I really don't know why am I so fickle minded.
SIS finished her piano exam today. I skivved off piano for the time being...being really lazy as usual. According to her, the examiner (the same one as last year's) gave her extra marks for memorising. *tut.
That's it. TA!

Mood OK
Music Some WEIRD Singing...

I've been surfing around websites and SUDDENLY some really horrendous song pops up on my speaker...*shivers.
Been talking to CYN. She's gotten into that vain situation already! Hahah! Hard to believe, but it's true.
Parents are flying out of the window nowadays, or aptly...TODAY. One's going for some wedding and the other is making up some kind of new celebration so she can run out of the house!?

Here's some crazy result for some crazy test I ripped off STEFF:

[EDIT] Okay, It's messed up! So bubye Quiz Results! [/EDIT]

I think this would mess up my tables pretty badly...:p! Ta!

Mood Uplifted
Music My Own Singing (Breathe - Michelle Branch)

So I have been degraded to singing to myself! How nice! Problem is, I have this breathy, hardly coherent voice that tends to change depth every few seconds...there it goes again...*squawk! Ugh! Not to mention that I keep on singing the SAME OLD LINES!
Went to 1 U again today, for brunch in some Japanese Restaurant. Food sucked terribly and there were these sandflies EVERYWHERE. My sister gulped some down...eww!
Anyway, to my sister who I don't think will ever come to read this:

Good luck for your piano exam on Monday. Hope your chicken gets well in time to nip some flowers before the rain pulls all of them down. AND, stop hogging the program book, I wanna check out some shows too, you know! Above all, I love you!

Nothing much to say these days, except to say that I'm almost done with my book and I still don't get why the author had to price the books like so. *tut!
Ta!

Mood Relaxed
Music Nothing

Woah! I slept at midnight last night. Man, am I drowsy! Stayed up talking to this classmate of mine who's flying of to China...today!? Ugh, my memory is horrid.
Mum and the siblings went of shopping, AGAIN. I'm hoping that Subway is open at 1 Utama. I really like the sandwiches!
Mmm...I'm almost finishing my book. Yeah, the Wheel Of Time series. Those THICK wads of 1031 pages. I have 5 more books to go till I finish! Whoopee! Now I have a problem of mum and dad refusing to buy me another book. Cause, if I actually get the whole 10 books of Wheel Of Time, it will cost them RM400++. So, yeah...:P!
I don't know how long this temporary layout is gonna be here...seriously don't know. But I have this tendency to leave it as it is and completely forget that I actually have a layout to put up...*sigh.
Nothing more to say...unless you want to hear about my nails cracking up and my face looking like the moon craters...(Hell, I'm not even sure anyone reads this)...Ta!

Mood Sleepy
Music Nothing

Temporary layout up. Can't bear to look at my Passionfruit one any longer!
Press F11 to view the layout PROPERLY. Or else it'll look stupid. The content has been moved to Geocities. So click the link above that says CONTENT to get to the codes for fanlistings/cliques and the links to you people. And I added a comment 'thing' so you can just drop me a message if you want to.
Ta! Comment if you find the need to! Thx!

[Feelin'] I Don't Know
[Listenin' 2] Harder To Breathe - Maroon 5

In case you're all wondering why I suddenly spew odd sentences, it happens very frequently...And yeah, I was annoyed at something...not EXTREMELY annoyed, well, not YET. I usually do that to release tension...haha! By now you people should know to be aware of your footing if you want to stand next to me...Yeah, I'm weird!
Right now I'm doing nothing much but gawk at my book (Robert Jordan's Wheel of Time: Book 4)...I'm over at this marriage proposal scene now....*lol*! And I think my only source to the outside world is the internet...I hardly use the phone now. Not that I use it very often!
G2G! Off to get a temporary layout since the layout im making is SO hard to code! TA!

P.S: Euphe! The link is up! Thx 4 linking me!

[Feelin'] Annoyed
[Listenin' 2] Nothing

There are times where you just KNOW that someone is taking a piece of you and you don't need solid proof to see why you're wrong.

[Feelin'] Good
[Listenin' 2] I'm Like A Bird - Nelly Furtado

Had a rather odd dream last night. Well, I call it odd cause I hardly dream nowadays. I seem to have partial insomnia or something like that. There are days where I can't even have a wink of sleep and I get up at 4 to mope about the house like some Bag Lady...hehe!
My bro was on newspaper yesterday. Sadly they mispelled his name. Grrr...
Today I'm going shopping with my pal...yeah, who else...JING! Haha! Hopefully it isn't a repeat of last time's outing...*giggles!
Tiger was sick last night. I had to stay up for some time to take care of her. Her tummy seemed upset and she was crying half of the night. And yeah, we'll bringing her to my dad's friend's estate in Ipoh. It's really nice there, lush greenery and all. She'll love it there!
I find myself attracted to Britney's Me Against The Music Lately. Hmmm...It's not too good isn't it...:P!
And, I have to be updating my links list, I know. I have to get my new layout first...*sigh. Sorry people! It'll be up by the end of tommorow, somehow...
SAMMIE!! My phone number changed! Shoot! Forgot to tell you! I'm sorry!!!

[Feelin'] Troubled!?
[Listenin' 2] Nothing

I went over to 1 Utama this morning with my mum, sis and bro. She managed to drag me out of the house and into the shopping center, kudos to her for that.
Did nothing much but mope up and down the place and stare at the ground. I believe I forgot how to walk...:P! I haven't been wearing heels for quite some time now, you know. So I could say I was a bit in a grouchy mood.
Saw some people I recognise from my school. Though I didn't acknowledge their presence, not that I always do...Saw none from my class, though.
*sigh. It's been a FRIKKIN long time since I've seen some of my friends, IN THE FLESH.
BOO-HOO!
SAMMIE-WAMMIE! Can you get me the picture of the lily and butterfly you want? I can't find a nice enough one to suit you!! *sniffs!
Ta!

[Feelin'] Close To Tears
[Listenin' 2] Nothing (As Usual)

I was forced to clean up my space(s): my ex-room, now converted to my place of refuge and my study table. My mum set us off to that task as soon as she was awake enough to order people around.
As usual, I had to throw out whatever junk I had, and I have ALOT of those...papers, ex-test papers, passed around notes, flyers, rulesheets etc...And, for the first time in quite a long time, I unearth some of those pieces of 2003 that have actually been dissapearing into the nooks and cranies of my ever-vast blank brain of mine.
The first thing I found was my stupid poster of some cartoon character I had made for a play in school. Featuring a stick figure of that fictional, yet oh-so idiotic Rock Star of the Year 4444: Baron Von Underdeck. Suddenly, I remember how much fun we had piecing everything together, working with the last people on earth you ever wanted to work with: Edwin (Class Hunk/ Dumbo), Jonathan (My Sworn Enemy) and Joe (Brat!), of course my Jing is considered a part of me, so take it as 'The Two Of Us' when I mention 'We' or 'I', for any instance.
The next was my essay book, which I have long forgotten since the onslaught of trials and surprised tests took me. When I read what I have written, I start to remember the feeling I had when I had sat down, grumbling, fiddling the pen for a pattern I could weave into the tapestry of the essay.
I even have this one essay where I wrote in class, right before the teacher came it. I remember everything down to the slightest detail, asking Steff how to phrase a word or two, handing it over to Cyn for proof-reading and guffawing at what nonsense I had managed to churn out in a span of 20 minutes. I even remember my reaction when I got the book back, gaping at the 19/20 score. :P!
Then I read my piece for the debates again, feeling the words for any trace of emotion I have left when I had written it. I could only feel the sinking grogginess of deprived sleep. Haha! And I remember the whole Stay-Up-2-Finish-It-Up feel!
Ga! Dad wants to take me out for a surprise trip to the Cinema. Matrix he says.
TA!

[Feelin'] Proud
[Listenin' 2] Nothing

I'm SO PROUD of my JING! She's managed to make a layout in blogskins.com, named Disco Fever. It's PINK, as usual, but HEY! I like Pink! Ah! So proud!!! It's lovely!
Anyway, I'll be making Sam a nice pink lily and buttterfly skin! And, YAY! She's coming to KL!!!
Okay, gonna get my layout up, soon!
TA!

[Feelin'] Calm
[Listenin' 2] Nothing

I seem to be listening to NOTHING at all lately. It's Faint or NOTHING...Weird ol' me!
I placed up another skin...Purple this time...Featuring none but a horrendous pic of Hilary Duff...*bleh. Turned out to be a BAD-BAD idea...So I'm gonna place some options for those poor souls who are half frightened to death by that gruesome face...hehe!
Anyways, I've been busy doing all these layouts that I have neglected my OWN blog. *sniff..
Or maybe I should just rip off one of the designs and use it for myself instead...
Hahahhaha!

Note to self: I should stop being Ms. Goody-2-Shoes and picking up every favor every other person asks me to do. If I simply do not want my part in any type of trouble that should suck out the fun from my holiday life and what I want to do, I should round my lips into a big fat: NO rather than being a nice person and trying hard not to hurt other people's feelings. AND, my prime source of happiness should not be manipulated to the advantage of others.

Yeah...my blood is boiling. Anyone who knows me well should feel my anger in those words, however lightly I tend to phrase them. *sniff.
TA!